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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 17, 2013, 5:42 PM
We all have those days where nothing makes sense at all and then you sit down and just wonder how it happened or better yet why it happened - truth is, no one knows why these things happen... whether it's a test of willpower or maybe someone is taking notes of what you would do in the situation so you can read and learn from it later.
As these situations happen we often think about it day in and day out to try and solve the puzzle and often we ask friends for advice or family member or even google because at least one person in the world will be thinking the exact thought of yours and searching for answers. To be honest a lot of people wish for these answers or even try to understand why certain events happen in life, but perhaps we are not ready to grasp the concept of something this immense because we haven't been taught the lesson the hard way or our minds aren't open enough to listen to what it happening. I can tell you personally I have just sat down before bed or even gone out and just ponder these thoughts and try to understand why they happen, is it karma? If it is karma, you aren't funny man. As for myself and my life I know I don't do anything wrong... maybe get mad at horrible drivers but nothing so drastic to completely kill my day with these events and all.
We often hate when these events happen but there is not much we can do about them, they will happen and whatever you do during the event it better be the right thing to do even if that means to kill off your pride or drown your happiness for the better just so someone else can smile. Empathy, a lot of people are not familiar with this word nor do they even have it - only the committed do have empathy and use it daily... not to say you should be down all the time for someone else to be happy because then that will cause problems and would be a huge misuse of empathy. But I know when these events occur empathy is a major stepping stone to solving problems as it lets the situation bloom for the better instead of jumping back a step and leading the issue to no-where.
As I conclude this insight of words I just want to say that whenever a situations occurs and you find yourself knee-deep it is never going to be easy to just pick up your feet and walk again, you best have a plan to take your mind off it or just ponder thoughts of the issue. Humans are filled to the brim with curiosity and as long as you do not take the wrong path you will be fine, life always works out in the end... each event is like a stepping stone to the future of success and you will look back at your timeline and reminisce the moment as a moral story and that's when you will understand why these certain things happened. That is as clear as I can put it as of now, it is my conclusion to these events that they are not suppose to be understood in the present although they do bloom in the present they are understood in the future. It is all to strengthen your willpower to conquer future ambitions or even current struggles, although it is easy to just give up - it is never the right option because life is about moving forward not backwards. If life was about moving backwards we would grow younger and stupid not older and wise, we sharpen are mind for the better so we are prepared for then the events happen again and also remember one thing - we all need love in doses and do not forget to smile because what you feel in your heart will always truly represent who you are.

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Tupac - Until the end of time (Original Outtakes)


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Zyuza Dec 3, 2013  Student General Artist
thank you for the favs! :)
alekSparx Dec 25, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
any time, your gallery is thoooo nice :)
Zyuza Nov 17, 2013  Student General Artist
really great gallery!
and btw, cute ID pic 
alekSparx Nov 18, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
thank you so much :D I appreciate it a lot, I just wish I could do more things for devianart ): oh and thank you again :blush: I was being all swag wanna be haha, first time I have used a filter 
Zyuza Nov 19, 2013  Student General Artist
haha, no prob!
and filter can be fun :p
btw, try out photoshop actions, better than just a filter and not so swaggy
alekSparx Nov 30, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Oh I know everything about photoshop filters :3 I am lè photoshop master :D
I have that many filters it's incredible, mostly consisting of vintage filters because I love finding random heart felt pictures and photographs of all kind on the internet and just editing them to look so warm and nice with my filters :) to be honest it actually makes me happy when I do it because by the end of I save it to my collection of over 300 images now... I guess I am a bit of a weirdo for doing that though :\
alekSparx Sep 5, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you (: I appreciate it a lot !
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CaryAndFrankArts Jun 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for Faving!! :huggle:
alekSparx Jun 17, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
you are very welcome :)
DragonFableLuver Jun 11, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you had a really good day today! Happy Birthday!
alekSparx Jun 14, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
thank you so much :D I had a fantastic day :)
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