*waves to everybody and says hello*
It has been a long time since I have written anything or even uploaded anything to deviantArt. After all these years doing designs and enjoying myself I guess the spark went away during some moment in my life and whenever I tried to make something I just couldn't. Things change for the better, I still have mass interest in doing wallpapers and creating photo-manipulations but the mood is rare.
I want to apologise to all the new followers and people who comment on my work (also notes), I read every single message that I get but yet I still feel that I can't reply for some reason. The only thing I really do on deviantArt nowadays is manage my groups for the people who who upload their artworks to them. It kinda sucks saying all this and how drastic my life has changed in just 18 months but as soon as it was going up it fell to rock bottom and I couldn't pick myself up to do anything, I fell so hard that I lost interest just when I was enjoying myself and starting to become happy with everything I was uploading and actually making so many new lovely friends on deviantArt.
To be honest I wish I could just pick up photoshop and just create amazing things but I can't, I will sometime in the future just for the fun of it but in reality I doubt it. It's a slight possibility. I am actually doing an advertisement course now which requires me to do some design units so who knows, something good might come out of it.
Really don't know what else to say so just remember I read everything, I am not a person who ignores people I just can't find myself to respond because something stops me. Weird I know, I am aware of everything that goes on my deviantArt so don't worry about that either.
Keep dreaming because no one can take away your dreams, a quote that I have engraved into my mind because whenever I think of the future I see myself living my ambitions and my dreams... my life goals. The only person who could stop you is you. Never listen to other people trying to put you down because they'll never know or understand, you do what you do and keep the tunnel vision and I promise you your life will be better and filled with much more joy. If you happen to find someone you love my advice is to never get too involved because if that person decides to randomly exit one day you'll find yourself in some deep freezing waters. The best of us go through struggles because there's always a chest sitting at the end with rewards. If you feel pain just remember without pain there is no learning and without learning there is no development for a better you.