Complications and Thoughts*waves to everybody and says hello*
It has been a long time since I have written anything or even uploaded anything to deviantArt. After all these years doing designs and enjoying myself I guess the spark went away during some moment in my life and whenever I tried to make something I just couldn't. Things change for the better, I still have mass interest in doing wallpapers and creating photo-manipulations but the mood is rare.
I want to apologise to all the new followers and people who comment on my work (also notes), I read every single message that I get but yet I still feel that I can't reply for some reason. The only thing I really do on deviantArt nowadays is manage my groups for the people who who upload their artworks to them. It kinda sucks saying all this and how drastic my life has changed in just 18 months but as soon as it was going up it fell to rock bottom and I couldn't pick myself up to do anything, I fell so hard that I lost interest just when I was enjoying myself a
UnconditionalWe all have those days where nothing makes sense at all and then you sit down and just wonder how it happened or better yet why it happened - truth is, no one knows why these things happen... whether it's a test of willpower or maybe someone is taking notes of what you would do in the situation so you can read and learn from it later.
As these situations happen we often think about it day in and day out to try and solve the puzzle and often we ask friends for advice or family member or even google because at least one person in the world will be thinking the exact thought of yours and searching for answers. To be honest a lot of people wish for these answers or even try to understand why certain events happen in life, but perhaps we are not ready to grasp the concept of something this immense because we haven't been taught the lesson the hard way or our minds aren't open enough to listen to what it happening. I can tell you personally I have just sat down before bed or even gone out an
Important Update Message (Please Read)Hello to anyone who is reading this right about now, as you may/may not know I have been very inactive for a couple months and I just want to inform everyone that I am not quite sure when I will be heading back in design as of now.
My main goal this year is to focus on my health as it is slowly becoming an issue to me and just to maintain a steady pace with that. I am not quite sure what is up with my heart but uhmm... yeah, can't really explain it I just feel that it's off in the health department. I also do have a management job now (nothing fancy) but I would love the experience so I can further my goals working as an art director/creative director one day within the advertisement world. It's hard to step down from this account and from all my followers because I have had such good times on this site and fun talks with the people on here, I am sorry that I have not responded to any messages at all / notes regarding wallpapers and what not but just understand my situation and believe